I
recently received this letter from a reader and sent her a short reply, but
after re-considering, I thought that I would be remiss if I didn't elaborate on
this subject, because what is troubling her, also in one form or another, has
troubled others.
I'm giving u a lil brief about my problem
below (hoping u can help me understand it better)
I am a 31 year single woman from
India and was living a perfectly normal life working in a corporate firm as a
motivational behavioral trainer, life was going fine and I use to be a bubbly
lively and extremely cheerful person, lived life to the fullest (sometimes
overdid it though) ... at times, maybe that's what I liked to believe as I come
from a broken home and did not have the most pleasant childhood..
Anyway so recently I went to Canada for a 3
week visit and came back to join work ... just the day after that my world
crumbled ... As soon after (just a day after my return) I felt woozy all over
and as the doc calls it, got a crazy anxiety/panic attack I felt as if I'm
dying, my body, my tongue my head all went numb ... this happened for 2 days
continuously and the doc said its just coz of a stress and jet lag ... but THAT
day has changed me, my life and my world ...
I suddenly feel that I'm dead or maybe my
soul is somewhere else. I don't understand what's happened. I haven't joined
back work and every day is a living hell. I have suddenly come to realize that
life has no meaning, as it will all end anyway, everything feels temporary. We
all grow up with the universal truth that all who live have to die,
however I was ok with that fact until now, I feel I was living in denial; no
amount of psychologists and psychiatrist have been able to help me. I don't
understand why I feel like this, I'm just so helpless and scared.
I don't know if any of this will make sense
to u but I'm still seeking....
P.S - While I was sleeping one night
when I was in Canada I got a vision that read, "end is near"(had
brushed it off as a silly dream then)
Thank you for caring to read this .
Dear Anonymous,
As I always try to do, I want to
emphasize that I am not a psychologist or psychiatrist and have no formal
training along those lines. I do however have some insights that others may not
have and that is precisely because of my lack of formal education in the above
disciplines. Sometimes too much learned knowledge can dull the intellect, put
up intellectual barriers and totally cut off intuitional information that
originates in other dimensions that could possibly be of help.
Obviously something has happened
in your life that has caused you some great distress. You have mentioned the
fact that you were quite aware that everyone has to die at some point in their
life and in the past this did not seem to bother you. It was just in recent
times that this began to upset you so much and the (end is near) dream you
mention just seemed to aggravate the situation. The anxiety attack and the
physical effects that you experienced are the result of mental events, and
sometimes these mental events can be difficult to decipher.
There are many things that
trigger these non-physical mental events in your life that then, result in
various physical responses to those mental events. In many cases, these mental
triggers are hidden from your conscious attention so they are hard to discover
and define.
Your temporal life is the result
of what you think about your life. I know that sounds a little quaint,
but it is true. Your life arises out of a bed of belief, thought, emotion,
desire and expectation. Those mental qualities must always come first and the
physical reality that follows is the result. Sometimes the mental state is the
direct result of skewed conscious thought processes or discordant actions in
your daily life and sometimes they seep into your life unbeknownst to you, from
other sources beyond your present understanding.
I am not suggesting here that
the following information I explain here is the cause of your difficulties, but
to one extent or another, there are other factors that affect your lives other
than those that are physically attained in your world. Remember there are other
worlds that you unknowingly participate in and I will try to explain.
The reason that I wanted to give
these explanations is to once again touch on and emphasize the existence of
your personality in other dimensions. I have said before and it bears
repeating, especially for those who are unfamiliar with articles written about
the probable systems of reality, of which you are a part, whether you know it
or not.
You are a multi-dimensional
personality, having other unknown aspects of your personality that exist in
other probable worlds and other probable universes. Scientists, who have any
inkling that these worlds even exist, sometimes refer to them as parallel
worlds. Either term will suffice here for our discussion.
You have been taught that you
are the one and only you, that
your world is the only one world
capable of supporting intelligent life in one
vast universe, conscious beings capable of abstract thought patterns
and intelligible language, and no other exists. Of course, this is ridiculous.
It is my intention to explain
another view of how this fact of your multi-dimension probable selves mental
creations sometimes leap dimensions and cast their effects outside of their own
dimensions and color events in your world, and of course, your mental acts do
the same in theirs.
Every day of your life, you
encounter a multitude of choices that you unconsciously make, choosing events
that put together, you call your life. You make choices between what may seem
trivial actions and some more important events, perhaps hundred or thousands of
choices in any given day. Have you ever reconsidered, after having experienced
an event that you consciously chose, that you wished you hadn't chosen that
particular event to experience?
As an example, there are
countless people who choose to get married, and there are also countless
people, (approximately 50% in your world), that afterward choose to divorce.
Most of those in hindsight, wished that they had made another choice than the
one they finally decided upon. Have you ever wondered what would have happened
if you had made one of the other choices that were available at the time?
Not to worry, because somewhere
in another world or another dimension, a probable you made the choice
that you did not make at the time. There is what you could call a moment in
time when all events are probable, meaning no choices have yet been made and
all possible events exist in psychic fact, some being more probable for
actualization than others, but all still available for you to choose from.
The Soul creates other versions
of itself in many worlds as personalities, who under the auspices of the Soul
explore a variety of worlds and dimensions for the purpose of experiencing
everything there is to be experienced. The Soul would not participate in a
world where only a small fraction of available events would be experienced and
the others cast aside into the trash heap of unused events. I don't particularly
like this connotation, but when it comes to experience, the Soul is greedy and
seeks experience in as many worlds through as many personalities as possible,
yours being one. The others existing in probable worlds are also portions of
your whole identity.
The Soul splinters off what
could be called capsules of potential living conscious beings, portions of
itself, selves in waiting so to speak, sending them into various reality systems
of its choosing.
In that respect, there is some
great discernment required, since the potential for development of these
individual consciousneses must be taken into consideration when choosing an
appropriate system that is not too advanced for the limitations of the soon to
be conscious personalities.
Earth is a training system, in
those terms and those who participate in Earth reality are in general, the
newer emerging personalities, focusing in Earth reality as a learning
experience through a series of reincarnational lives. More advanced systems
come later in time terms as consciousness evolves.
These various personalities,
other aspects of you, exist in other reality systems or other physical worlds,
similar to yours, physical in nature, but not carbon copies of Earth by any means.
Generally speaking, they will not look like you, may be of different gender,
nationalities and races.
They follow the rules prevalent
in their own reality systems, and those rules can vary considerably from your Earth
rules. These other selves are your probable selves and they exist as surely, as
you exist, and obviously, each of them consider themselves the prime personality
and view their other probable relatives as the probable selves. You do the
same, but to them, you are the probable self.
The prime self is prime only
from the focus point of the personality in its own world, viewing the other
selves as the probable selves.
There are strong psychic
connections that exist between you and your probable selves and there are
occasional anomalies, bleed throughs, or what could be described as psychic
leakages, from one personality to another, from one dimension to the other. You
experience similar kinds of leakages when your AM radio stations bleed into
other AM frequencies on a stormy night.
In your dreams, you sometimes
see and communicate with your probable selves and one probable personality can
come to the aid of another in the dream state. Don't forget that they are
involved in experiencing the events that you chose not to experience, so in a
way, they have experience that could be of benefit to you in your daily life.
You and your probable selves are alive in one time period to work on similar
problems, to approach solutions from different angles, which is why all
probable events will be experienced somewhere. No possible event goes
unexplored.
All of your probable selves are
not alive during the exact same time periods, since some are now being born and
some are leaving their worlds through death, but generally, most will be alive
at the same time, since they were given their independent lives at
approximately the same time.
And finally I can come to the
point to this article, that there are invisible, unseen and unknown sympathies
that exist between you and your psychic cousins of these other dimensional
worlds that can be felt, telepathic communications that can be sensed from one
world to another when strong emotional content is involved.
Some people are more inclined
toward sensing and recognizing these sympathies with other probable selves than
others. In your case, because of the unexplained intensity of the feeling of
death that you have experienced, it is entirely possible that you are
experiencing an interdimensional crisis of some kind, perhaps even emotionally
realizing the death of one of your probable (parallel) selves in another world.
Usually relationships with your
other probable selves is not so directly experienced, but it is by no means
impossible, and on a world-wide scale, happens quite often, usually unbeknownst
to the person experiencing the strong emotional despondency which would
accompany the death of a probable self.
Lastly, the same holds true with
your other personality aspects, such as your present Earthly counterparts
(soul-mates), alive on earth in your present time and your reincarnational
selves who seem to have gone before. All still live, and there is unnoticed
correspondence between all personality aspects across space and time. In a
greater sense, you are still in contact with past reincarnational selves that
died hundreds of years ago, and with a future self, who in your terms, has not
yet been born on the physical planet.
It is true in physical terms,
that everyone has to die, but it is also true, that everyone has to live,
again. Every death resonates throughout the universe, but so does each new life
rising out of the psychic remnants of that death. In that sense, it is
impossible to really die. It is possible to exchange physical bodies, but the
real you is eternal and indelible in time or out of time, and cannot be found
within any physical body.
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